:-| :-( :'(

I was here to write something good that i have been feeling from last 3-4 days but then i read the exact news of what had happened to the IIT Kgp student who died a week back and things changed..here is the true story, the one that would never reach to media or out of IIT Kgp by any other means except IIT's students itself...read on

http://grassonfire.blogspot.com/2009/03/rohit-kumar-will-be-remembered.html

This is only one of the reaction of 100's of IITians :

http://antiquiti.blogspot.com/2009/03/iit-kgp-grease-monkey-ed.html

And as an Ex-IITian , I can believe that coz its exactly this way, students die and the gods at IIT cover it up. I have seen that when a junior of mine committed suicide and everything was covered up right then and there.

I don't know what else to write about this coz I hated IIT admin and still do, it is inefficient and "chalta hai" attitude !!

To learn from the mistake, one needs to accept the mistake and the arrogant IIT systems never does that !!!

Not so good days

I don't why but I am forgetting my own ideologies and rules..

........feeling insecure about things which I never wanted;
........feeling frustrated about the fact that my existence / non-existence wont affect anyone, in spite of knowing that I don't compare myself or my life with anyone else;
........trying hard to keep myself busy with work & studies even though I know I enjoy the both
........I am in a process to hate people / love / relationships and I was the one telling every one that life is too short to hate anything
........the loneliness and solitude that once was a source of inspiration is killing me these days

I have 100s of reasons to make mistakes but i am still holding on to make none...!!!

Sponti - 1

More then thinking about "what's the right thing to do", we spend more time thinking "what's not the right thing to do" and hence we assume that everything we have done is right

P.S : I am not frequent to blogging because I am not in a right frame of mind to write positive things

P.P.S : Sponti stands for Spontaneous, and since I am going through a series of thoughts every second I might end up making a century of these spontaneous lines :)

My Take : Two

Those who had read this blog of mine may or may not have been waiting for the complete discussion but last Sunday while I was wondering here and there, something clicked me which according to me is an analogy to what I believe about love :

Love is like a TV set with several channels of Care, Romance, Understanding, Support, Fights etc, but still TV is a TV you can't say set of channels as your TV similarly Love is love, you can't call all the characteristics of love as love in itself.

P.S : I am sure its bit confusing but can't help it :P

Freedom

Freedom is not worth having if it does not connote freedom to err. It passes my comprehension how human beings, be they ever so experienced and able, can delight in depriving other human beings of that precious right.

--By Mahatma Gandhi

Cricket !!!

Not a post that many of you would like to read but still I couldn't resist. I just saw Today's match b/w india and new zealand and there was just one thing going in my mind :

Cricket is a religion and Sachin is its God !!!

And for all those Journalists / News Makers and Critics, please don't ever doubt the guy, he is an awesome person and a 100% committed professional.

I hope I would have the same passion for my profession when I reach that level in my career.

P.S : Does any one know if the biography of sachin is available in market, if yes what is its name ?  

There is a lot I can learn from the person :) 

Take : One

I have a new wallpaper on my desktop and it goes like this :

"For everything you have missed, you gained something else; And for everything you gain, you lose something else.It is about you outlook towards life, you can either regret or rejoice"

My take : One regrets or rejoices depends on the priorities one has for the things that are being gained or lost.

Leave your comments.

Conclusion of the Day !!!

I would write in detail some time later but this is what was concluded from the discussion I had with my friends today : 

1) People fall in love more then once but only after they complete "Moving on" phase i.e the same mistake is "Committed" twice or more :P

2) Love just happens and you can't do anything about it, surprisingly most of us can't figure out when and how it happened

P.S : I strongly disagree  to the point 2 and would present my view on it in a separate post, please drop your thoughts about the same !!!

God !!!

I am currently in office and reading many random blogs and I'm here to share what I felt after reading all these blogs :

Difference is the only similarity God created in all of us, respect the differences and life would be a peaceful journey :)

A man in a Air Conditioned car may be richer then the beggar on the road but he might not be tougher then him to live on street in a chilly winter or a hot summer & luckily I respect both....

Friends

Somehow feeling senti about the word "Friend / Friends" so writing the very same thing I wrote on my other blog : 

Friends are not those who are there when you need them......
Friends are those who are there when you don't want anyone to be !!!

As a universal friend there is just onething I learnt, always have more then one best friend, it gives you a liberty of not to depend on just one person.

P.S : This is one of the very few blog I have published from my home :)